In a compelling one-man performance, Tony Award-winning actor Ari'el Stachel presents an unfiltered look into his life through Out of Character, co-presented by Theater J and Mosaic Theater Company. This autobiographical play delves into Stachel’s personal journey, exploring themes of mental health, identity, and cultural heritage. Through raw vulnerability and dynamic storytelling, Stachel takes the audience on an emotional ride from his childhood in Berkeley to his adult life as a celebrated actor. The show is not only a testament to his artistic prowess but also a powerful exploration of self-discovery and reconciliation with one's past.

Stachel’s portrayal of his own life story is marked by moments of profound introspection. One such moment occurs when he revisits his audition for The Band’s Visit, singing an a cappella version of "Haled’s Song About Love." This song becomes more than just a musical piece; it symbolizes his struggle and eventual acceptance of his worthiness. Throughout the performance, Stachel embodies various characters from his life, each adding depth to his narrative. His father Abba, friend Aziz, and even his anxiety personified as “Meredith” are brought to life with remarkable authenticity. These portrayals highlight the complexity of his experiences, especially his grappling with ethnic identity in a post-9/11 world.

The production is directed by Tony Taccone, who ensures that the performance remains energetically cohesive. Stachel’s physicality and emotional range shine as he transitions seamlessly between different roles. He tackles uncomfortable truths about his past, including periods where he alternated between pretending to be white or Black due to his confusion and anxiety. This candidness is crucial to the show’s impact, as it illustrates the messy and often painful process of self-discovery. The set design by Afsoon Pajoufar and lighting and projections by Alexander V. Nichols further enhance the emotional landscape, using color shifts to reflect Stachel’s internal turmoil.

Ultimately, Out of Character offers a realistic portrayal of mental health and identity. Stachel’s willingness to confront his past mistakes and acknowledge his growth makes the show both insightful and moving. It’s a reminder that healing is an ongoing process, filled with both triumphs and challenges. While not all questions are resolved, the journey itself is captivating and thought-provoking. The audience leaves with a deeper understanding of the complexities involved in reconciling one’s identity and finding peace within oneself.